?

Log in

Previous Entry | Next Entry

Sep. 28th, 2010

Life's a really fickle thing. One moment you think you have control of your thoughts, and the next like fine winding tendrils you lose total control of them.

I can't tell if its for my desire for spontaneity. I love consistency, organization, repetitiveness. I like waking up every morning, knowing that I'm going to work to do the same paper work I do every day.

And yet, at the same time, I've grown to resent it. But I love the comfort of it, knowing I can close my eyes and trust myself to repeat the meticulous steps one by one and stay certain that it's all correct, that nothings changed.

Because it never changes does it.

The numbers may change, but the outcome of it -- it's still the same.

Pardon my almost midnight ramblings.

To bed I go.

www.twitter.com/itsmandalee

Latest Month

March 2011
S M T W T F S
  12345
6789101112
13141516171819
20212223242526
2728293031  
Powered by LiveJournal.com