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19 year old female.
Formerly known as, yashalover18
Gamer, Make up Geek, and Hello!Project Fanatic all in one package.
This journal is half friends only, half open.
If you'd like to see private entries, leave a comment about yourself and perhaps I'll add you.
I'm quite friendly.



I have a new LJ account and will discontinue use on this one, please come and friend me on my new LJ:


Thank you.

xoxoxo Chat with you all soon.

Sep. 28th, 2010

Life's a really fickle thing. One moment you think you have control of your thoughts, and the next like fine winding tendrils you lose total control of them.

I can't tell if its for my desire for spontaneity. I love consistency, organization, repetitiveness. I like waking up every morning, knowing that I'm going to work to do the same paper work I do every day.

And yet, at the same time, I've grown to resent it. But I love the comfort of it, knowing I can close my eyes and trust myself to repeat the meticulous steps one by one and stay certain that it's all correct, that nothings changed.

Because it never changes does it.

The numbers may change, but the outcome of it -- it's still the same.

Pardon my almost midnight ramblings.

To bed I go.


Writer's Block: I'm with the band

If you could be a member of any musical group, past or present, which group would you choose and why?

That's easy, Morning Musume.

Why? Because I live and breathe them.

☆ Is in a bad mood. ☆

Bad mood, bad mood, bad mood.


I don't know if it's because I'm due for my period today or the weather is making me feel...


Under the weather.

Not good, not good, not good.

☆ Thursdays. ☆

What is it about Thursdays that means: "I'm going to write an entry for LJ."

I don't even know if I can answer that...

I get off school today at 4, I have one more class of the day, my Japanese tutorial.

I'm currently in...Joyce's dorm room, lying in her bed, under her covers...

I'm a great friend...

Sorry Joyce~~

What to say, what to say...


I think I did a good job.

I'm going out for sushi later...

See, I'm so lazy. I even took my contact lenses off

The only productive thing I did today was cut Joyce's bangs.

☆ University life. ☆


Hi. ☆

Manda here.

Today is the second day of university. To be honest, today is much better than yesterday. Yesterday even though I had once class, because my tutorial got canceled and won't resume until the end of September. [Which is fine by me.] Today, I started my humanities class. "Challenges and Society in East Asia." It's mainly focusing on Tokugawa Japan, and China. There's only 13 other people in my class, but I like it. More intimate way to learn, I think.

I just had a bagel. It wasn't a very good bagel, and what's even more enraging is that it cost me $2.62. Woulda been cheaper to go find the Timmies at Vari Hall and grab a coffee and a bagel there for that same price.

Stupid Manda, but I was too lazy to walk all the way to Vari Hall, York lanes was closer...I don't even know why they classify this as a "mall." It's more like a food court with a few odds and ends, a bookstore, a store for all "York" related items, photo lab, dentist, doctors, and a pharmacy.

I'm kinda cold.

There's lots of people in here suddenly. [I'm at The Great Canadian Bagel.]


I kinda went on a bitching tyrant. I'm anti university most of the time, I dunno what shall be come of me.

It's raining!

Its raining...

This weather is...so crazy!

I hear thunder, and the loud pitter pattering of the rain on the roof.

Pitter, patter, pitter, patter.

Oh, it's getting louder.

I'm scared.
Only...four weeks till uni starts...

Is it wrong that I'm scared?